moving on

I've spent the last few weeks trying to plan or even imagine a future where I'm happy. It's been a bit difficult recently but I'm going to start attacking my issues rather than defending myself.  I've always tried to avoid my skeletons and move forward in life with an unstable foundation. It's no wonder I haven't achieved much since high school.

For now on, I'm running my life with a professional attitude. I've spent the last few hours updating my resume and doing research. Starting tonight, I'm going to be at a reasonable hour. I will start the morning with a swim. After that, I will get ready as if I'm going on a date and attack my day.  I am going all out getting my school affairs in order, job hunting, and maintaining my appearance.

I know this post was vague. I wrote it as a declaration for myself. Once I succeed with tomorrow, I'll do a few more posts outlining my workout and meal plan.