running on empty

The joy that comes from being this empty is better than any desert I could binge on. It's like I was wearing sunglasses at night, took them off, and I'm finally seeing clearly. Food blinded me. I spent the last hour doing all the math and analyzing my past. The last few days I've been super productive. I'm ready to go back to class and get As on everything my professors give me.
I have the next 2 years of my academic life planned. I probably have to do some summer school in order to transfer in the time frame. After some serious research, I think I've finally decided what my major will be. I just need to make an appointment with a counselor to approve this plan, study my ass off, and finally go to a real university.

Maybe it's the lack of food and sleep that's making me think obsessively. Maybe I'm finally taking control of my life. Whatever it is, I don't want it to end.

edit:
B: 1/2 whole grain bagel (150 calories)
S:-
L: small green salad (200 calories)
S:-
D: vegetable soup (160 calories)
Total: 510