What truly sets us apart is the fact that she makes a little more money, goes to a better school, has better clothing, and manages to get more guys to fall for her than me. I guess this is proof that mood disorders fuck you up.
She is one of the nicest people I know and I enjoy hanging out with her. I don't secretly wish she was worse off. This girl represents what I should be and I'm working my ass off to get there. I aspire to greater things than her. I know that I'm more than capable of that. Having her around is the daily reminder that I can never get complacent.
I have so many things to do and goals to accomplish. I cleaning out my entire bedroom and car today. I'm reorganizing all my stuff and basically turning my room into an office. I'm making a weeks worth of menus so I can go grocery shopping. I'm even making an inspiration board to keep me motivated for days I just want to sleep and cry. I need to be able to channel every emotion into a productive activity instead of the usual sleep, weed, booze, or food. My time is valuable and I can't afford to keep wasting it locked up in my room.
B: Tea
S: -
L: -
S; popcorn (65 calories)
D:
It's awesome to have such great inspiration close and personal. You can most certainly attain what you want and become more productive.
ReplyDeletehmmmm yeah i think mood disorders do impair people beyond what they should be doing, & are capable of. sounds like you're very focused, make sure you do what makes you happy too? x
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