My period came two weeks early. I'm starting to think it's stress. Work has been a giant mess ever since management changed. I'd love nothing more than to quit right now but everything I need for my new and perfect life requires money.
After working out twice and fasting, I ended up eating soup in a bread bowl at work at 7pm. I don't even want to know the calories in that (under 1000?). I just went home and cried.
I'm a fat, bloated, sweaty, emotional, hormonal mess. I refuse to unload any problems on friends. Maybe it's because I don't feel worthy. Maybe I just want to fade into obscurity. All the support I've been getting from everyone here is amazing. I'm so glad I started blogging.
Todays Intake?
B: tea
S: red eye
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No, you're doing great. Once you get rest your body will feel better & that food will be gone. You're doing great, just keep taking care of yourself.
ReplyDeleteOh yeah, do you not have time to sleep? You are going to need to let your body crash so you can recover. I think soup in a bread bowl is under 1000 and if you are not sleeping your body is going to need food to keep going. So don't feel bad, i hope you find some space and time to rest soon.
ReplyDeleteCan you look for a new job while you work this one? Money is important but hating your job is a hardship that should be avoided if at all possible.
I hope things get easier for you!